Fear That Woman…

Today…I have my LCCI Book-Keeping exam. 2 and the half hours. A bit long, but okay. Its a bit easy. Then, I went home. I felt asleep. Noon, I went to Mia’s instead of going to work. Hehe…

We went to the furniture shop and electrical shop for the houses. I also take my chances to see the prices for my new houses. (Batah plang lagi).

Mia then told me a story about a woman(I will called Miss A) who work at Mata2 when Mia going for a photostat at night. While the woman photostat for Mia, the policeman came in. Miss A asked Mia..Is that a policeman?. And Mia answered, yes. The policeman wanted to buy a cigarette, but the cigarette are not sold there. As the man wants to leave, the woman asked the policeman whether she’s a policeman or not. When the police said yes. she then ask the man whether he’s “bujang” or not. The guy was mcm takut of miss A. And then, Miss A mcm “gatal”…She said…”adakah kawan2mu yg masih bujang atu…Intro2kan ah. Aku alum kawin nie. Akukan kawin sama policeman…” The policeman answered her..”Cari arah headquarters sana…Ramai tu yang masih bujang…”. Hahaha… That woman was so macam “itchy” and “craving” for a man especially a policeman Haha… Mia and I think that woman maybe dream about a man wearing a police uniform (cosplay) to have sex with her…Hahaha…

Later at night…I went out with abg and I told him the story about Miss A. And abg laugh about it. And I ask..Abg..Is there any of your friend who still bujang. And abg said…Buaya adalah… Hahaha… Abg laugh about it all night thinking that I am jealous about it and keep warning him not to go to that shop with wearing a uniform. I said…She will imagine abg having sex with abg wearing the police uniform . Maybe she thinks police uniform ani “hot”…Hahaha…

Note : To all the policeman out there…Please go to the shop at Mata2 there and display yourself wearing a police uniform so that she can choose who she wants to get married with. Hahahaha…

What a day…

17 Nov 2008 & 18 Nov 2008… (I Can’t Think Of The Topic…)

Yesterday.. I don’t have time to write on my own blog. Been busy all day. I have been so busy with all the jemputan thing-ing. Morning, I went to my relatives’ weeding. I am very hungry and at my kem place, the chicken got “giuk” and ugghhh… (lets not talk about it). I went home after that and wait for my lil’ bro to come back from Yamin’s weeding (Semoga berkekalan hendaknya perkahwinan kamu berdua).

Around 2 pm…I went out to Cally’s house. There have bouncer there and every kids stuff. When I arrive there…I just got to know that it’s Jojo’s (Cally’s second daughter) birthday. The kids are playing with the bouncer until around 4 pm. I feel sleepy waiting there. I feel like I wanna go home. So bored there….If Mia was with me at that time…I might not feel bored like that. (Kalau ada tilam in front of me… Tidur ku kali eyh) Hahaha… I went home right after I ate the cakes. Hahaha…

Evening, I go for an exercise. I haven’t got a chance to go for exercise this days. I don’t really have time for it. Now… I got my chance. I am gonna do it. Hahaha….

Today…I am awake by my own mobile phone. Mia called…. She told me that her battery flat. I just remember that she got interview at one of the schools. So, I went to pick her up and bring her to the place and she hantar me to my office and I let her use my car to sort all the things that she wanna do. (you are lucky Mia…If I already work at other place, I might not be able to help you…)

Just now, I went to have a coffee and donuts with Mia. Thanks Mia. Nanti I lanja you. After that, I send Mia home. And I went home straightaway after that. I am not feeling really well…. I might need to sleep early tonight. Lamah ku eyh… Mia nie punya pasal…Hahahaha…Menjangkit…

I need abg at this moment. He always take care of me when I am sick. Miss abg so much. Mwahzzz…

Is He The One For Me???

Today I went home late at night. I have been talking with Mary and we are talking about what life is…. What is expected and what is unexpected….

I have heard many stories about marriage from other people. It makes me worried and its frighten me to hear all this. After years of marriage…in the end after we are in the age of 40…we got divorce…. Its hurts the woman to be divorce in that kind of age. :’(

When I went home…I read a post of Mia. I feel sorry for her (Really…I am). It makes me worried about my own future…

And now…at this moment…. I am thinking…Is he really the right person for me? Will he still be with me after years and years of marriage…I am getting paranoid of it.

People around me (that I know..) got divorce after 10-30 years of marriage and living together….. What really happen actually?

In the end…I am stranded in my own thinking. And hoping for the great future with him….Amin….

Still In Love With You…My Dear Husband….

Adopted Baby…

After a few days I lost my baby….One of my friend called me( she called me on 04.10.2008) to tell me that someone want to give me a baby to adopt…I am so excited… I was like… “Yahoooo…..Baby…Baby….” My friend said the baby is still 7 months old…So, I have time to save up a bit of money for the coming baby…

And then…jeng jeng jeng….few days after that….(i think 14.10.2008), my friend called me, asking for my help since she’s at miri at that time. She told me that girl is going to give birth…What the F***!!!! I am the one who is panicking here….Oh Shit…

I send her to the hospital and while I wait for her..I went to hua ho to buy some of the baby’s stuff….I am ssooooooo excited…. And the baby is born. Its a girl. Her name is Siti Adriana… Nice name huh…

Ct Adriana..Cute Eyh...

Later at night..The doctor call me to talk something with me. The doctor said the baby was gone. They try to save the baby as much as possible. :’( The baby have no oxygen in her body that makes her more weak. :’(

The next morning…Me, abg and my friend went to the mosque and ask someone to help us on burial… :’(

Its been a sad week to me. I feel like I lost two of my baby in one time. It hurts me a lot. I feel like its too much for me to handle. Luckily, I have a nice and cool husband who always there for me. And my family, who always support me.

Thank you to my family, my husband, my two friend and that girl. Thank you for giving me hope and strength to live on. Lov u all… Mwahhhzzz…

Ct Adriana

I am Pregnant AGAIN!!!

June 2008… I have been wondering why my PMS coming late than usual… Then, something occurred my mind. Hmmm…..I straightaway going to the nearest supermarket and bought pregnancy test (PT). And its positive. I can’t believe my eyes. I keep thinking..maybe the PT is not good. I will buy another one. I rush to the supermarket once more and test it again after few hours. It still positive.

I am so excited. I quickly call my husband and tell him a good news. He is very excited. After we lost our unborn baby…we got the new one as a replacement. I am happy for it. Thank you Allah….