17 Nov 2008 & 18 Nov 2008… (I Can’t Think Of The Topic…)

Yesterday.. I don’t have time to write on my own blog. Been busy all day. I have been so busy with all the jemputan thing-ing. Morning, I went to my relatives’ weeding. I am very hungry and at my kem place, the chicken got “giuk” and ugghhh… (lets not talk about it). I went home after that and wait for my lil’ bro to come back from Yamin’s weeding (Semoga berkekalan hendaknya perkahwinan kamu berdua).

Around 2 pm…I went out to Cally’s house. There have bouncer there and every kids stuff. When I arrive there…I just got to know that it’s Jojo’s (Cally’s second daughter) birthday. The kids are playing with the bouncer until around 4 pm. I feel sleepy waiting there. I feel like I wanna go home. So bored there….If Mia was with me at that time…I might not feel bored like that. (Kalau ada tilam in front of me… Tidur ku kali eyh) Hahaha… I went home right after I ate the cakes. Hahaha…

Evening, I go for an exercise. I haven’t got a chance to go for exercise this days. I don’t really have time for it. Now… I got my chance. I am gonna do it. Hahaha….

Today…I am awake by my own mobile phone. Mia called…. She told me that her battery flat. I just remember that she got interview at one of the schools. So, I went to pick her up and bring her to the place and she hantar me to my office and I let her use my car to sort all the things that she wanna do. (you are lucky Mia…If I already work at other place, I might not be able to help you…)

Just now, I went to have a coffee and donuts with Mia. Thanks Mia. Nanti I lanja you. After that, I send Mia home. And I went home straightaway after that. I am not feeling really well…. I might need to sleep early tonight. Lamah ku eyh… Mia nie punya pasal…Hahahaha…Menjangkit…

I need abg at this moment. He always take care of me when I am sick. Miss abg so much. Mwahzzz…

Past And Present~~~

Today…I am taking my half-day. I plan to go to the bank. To ask about the house and the land. U know…loan thing-ing. I bring Mia along with me. We talk about leen, house, land and house…hehe…

At first, we went to the bank as I want to know the process of home loan. And then…we went to the mall to buy a donut…Just a donut…Hehehe… As soon as we finish buying a donut…we straightaway went to some places. Hehehe…

Then, we went to Sg Hanching at my land there. After that, we went to see her land at Jerudong. As on the way to bring her home… I started to laugh….

“Time passed by…Few years back…I never think of having a house and this and that about my future. I don’t give a shit what will my future will be. At that time…I only think how to enjoy myself tonight. Whats my plan for tonight? Where should I hang out? Only that… Never that I think about my future…

As now, I am a bit mature…I start to think to have a nice family and especially….my own house. I start to think…how many rooms should I build…for my future child(rens)… If my past friends got to meet me again nowadays…They might be a bit surprise for my changes. Well… I am very “jahat” a long time ago. Hahaha…

As many people said..Life goes on. My life never stop there. My past never come back to me and haunt me anymore. I left it behind as I never want to turn back to my past life. Its horrible and scary and I have always regret for what I have done before as I have disappointed everyone of my family. Huhhh… I never want to remember that. It makes me want to hit my own head and let it bleed… I am proud to have my family here…. They are very positive about me and they are very patient with all my doings…All my sins…All that I have done before… Thank you….

Few years after that… I change to be a better person. Much better than what people predict it. Whats make my family more happy.. I never come back to my past again… I don’t even glance at it…. Yokatta….

To my family..Thank you for always been there for me and always encourage me to go on with my life and never let me giving up with this life. Thank you….