Baby Killer!!!!!!!!!!

This story is about my stupid friend, Leen who got miscarriage lately.

Well….She doesn’t really got miscarriage on its own…Its her…ALL HER!!!!! She’s been eating a pills that might endanger the baby…And she succeeds..

HOW COULD SHE DO THAT!!!??? HOW COULD SHE???

I am sorry…I am not trying to “menyibuk” people’s affair. But, let me tell u this…I am very sensitive when it comes about the baby… I hate to hear someone’s trying to kill the baby and all that stuff…

What I hear again…She got internal bleeding…(Antam kau leen!!!!!!!!!!Antam tah kau!!!!)

This is her second baby that she KILLED!!!! What is in her head??? Doesn’t she have any sense at all??? Huhhh….

From now on…I don’t want to know anything about her anymore…BABY KILLER!!! Huhhh….

This is the sad things. I am the one who wants a baby…yet, God still wants me to be patient and always pray for him. Yet..This Leen been given a baby in her belly…She doesn’t want it and killed it…. Huhhh….

I want baby very much…very very much….

Past And Present~~~

Today…I am taking my half-day. I plan to go to the bank. To ask about the house and the land. U know…loan thing-ing. I bring Mia along with me. We talk about leen, house, land and house…hehe…

At first, we went to the bank as I want to know the process of home loan. And then…we went to the mall to buy a donut…Just a donut…Hehehe… As soon as we finish buying a donut…we straightaway went to some places. Hehehe…

Then, we went to Sg Hanching at my land there. After that, we went to see her land at Jerudong. As on the way to bring her home… I started to laugh….

“Time passed by…Few years back…I never think of having a house and this and that about my future. I don’t give a shit what will my future will be. At that time…I only think how to enjoy myself tonight. Whats my plan for tonight? Where should I hang out? Only that… Never that I think about my future…

As now, I am a bit mature…I start to think to have a nice family and especially….my own house. I start to think…how many rooms should I build…for my future child(rens)… If my past friends got to meet me again nowadays…They might be a bit surprise for my changes. Well… I am very “jahat” a long time ago. Hahaha…

As many people said..Life goes on. My life never stop there. My past never come back to me and haunt me anymore. I left it behind as I never want to turn back to my past life. Its horrible and scary and I have always regret for what I have done before as I have disappointed everyone of my family. Huhhh… I never want to remember that. It makes me want to hit my own head and let it bleed… I am proud to have my family here…. They are very positive about me and they are very patient with all my doings…All my sins…All that I have done before… Thank you….

Few years after that… I change to be a better person. Much better than what people predict it. Whats make my family more happy.. I never come back to my past again… I don’t even glance at it…. Yokatta….

To my family..Thank you for always been there for me and always encourage me to go on with my life and never let me giving up with this life. Thank you….