Fear That Woman…

Today…I have my LCCI Book-Keeping exam. 2 and the half hours. A bit long, but okay. Its a bit easy. Then, I went home. I felt asleep. Noon, I went to Mia’s instead of going to work. Hehe…

We went to the furniture shop and electrical shop for the houses. I also take my chances to see the prices for my new houses. (Batah plang lagi).

Mia then told me a story about a woman(I will called Miss A) who work at Mata2 when Mia going for a photostat at night. While the woman photostat for Mia, the policeman came in. Miss A asked Mia..Is that a policeman?. And Mia answered, yes. The policeman wanted to buy a cigarette, but the cigarette are not sold there. As the man wants to leave, the woman asked the policeman whether she’s a policeman or not. When the police said yes. she then ask the man whether he’s “bujang” or not. The guy was mcm takut of miss A. And then, Miss A mcm “gatal”…She said…”adakah kawan2mu yg masih bujang atu…Intro2kan ah. Aku alum kawin nie. Akukan kawin sama policeman…” The policeman answered her..”Cari arah headquarters sana…Ramai tu yang masih bujang…”. Hahaha… That woman was so macam “itchy” and “craving” for a man especially a policeman Haha… Mia and I think that woman maybe dream about a man wearing a police uniform (cosplay) to have sex with her…Hahaha…

Later at night…I went out with abg and I told him the story about Miss A. And abg laugh about it. And I ask..Abg..Is there any of your friend who still bujang. And abg said…Buaya adalah… Hahaha… Abg laugh about it all night thinking that I am jealous about it and keep warning him not to go to that shop with wearing a uniform. I said…She will imagine abg having sex with abg wearing the police uniform . Maybe she thinks police uniform ani “hot”…Hahaha…

Note : To all the policeman out there…Please go to the shop at Mata2 there and display yourself wearing a police uniform so that she can choose who she wants to get married with. Hahahaha…

What a day…

17 Nov 2008 & 18 Nov 2008… (I Can’t Think Of The Topic…)

Yesterday.. I don’t have time to write on my own blog. Been busy all day. I have been so busy with all the jemputan thing-ing. Morning, I went to my relatives’ weeding. I am very hungry and at my kem place, the chicken got “giuk” and ugghhh… (lets not talk about it). I went home after that and wait for my lil’ bro to come back from Yamin’s weeding (Semoga berkekalan hendaknya perkahwinan kamu berdua).

Around 2 pm…I went out to Cally’s house. There have bouncer there and every kids stuff. When I arrive there…I just got to know that it’s Jojo’s (Cally’s second daughter) birthday. The kids are playing with the bouncer until around 4 pm. I feel sleepy waiting there. I feel like I wanna go home. So bored there….If Mia was with me at that time…I might not feel bored like that. (Kalau ada tilam in front of me… Tidur ku kali eyh) Hahaha… I went home right after I ate the cakes. Hahaha…

Evening, I go for an exercise. I haven’t got a chance to go for exercise this days. I don’t really have time for it. Now… I got my chance. I am gonna do it. Hahaha….

Today…I am awake by my own mobile phone. Mia called…. She told me that her battery flat. I just remember that she got interview at one of the schools. So, I went to pick her up and bring her to the place and she hantar me to my office and I let her use my car to sort all the things that she wanna do. (you are lucky Mia…If I already work at other place, I might not be able to help you…)

Just now, I went to have a coffee and donuts with Mia. Thanks Mia. Nanti I lanja you. After that, I send Mia home. And I went home straightaway after that. I am not feeling really well…. I might need to sleep early tonight. Lamah ku eyh… Mia nie punya pasal…Hahahaha…Menjangkit…

I need abg at this moment. He always take care of me when I am sick. Miss abg so much. Mwahzzz…

Past And Present~~~

Today…I am taking my half-day. I plan to go to the bank. To ask about the house and the land. U know…loan thing-ing. I bring Mia along with me. We talk about leen, house, land and house…hehe…

At first, we went to the bank as I want to know the process of home loan. And then…we went to the mall to buy a donut…Just a donut…Hehehe… As soon as we finish buying a donut…we straightaway went to some places. Hehehe…

Then, we went to Sg Hanching at my land there. After that, we went to see her land at Jerudong. As on the way to bring her home… I started to laugh….

“Time passed by…Few years back…I never think of having a house and this and that about my future. I don’t give a shit what will my future will be. At that time…I only think how to enjoy myself tonight. Whats my plan for tonight? Where should I hang out? Only that… Never that I think about my future…

As now, I am a bit mature…I start to think to have a nice family and especially….my own house. I start to think…how many rooms should I build…for my future child(rens)… If my past friends got to meet me again nowadays…They might be a bit surprise for my changes. Well… I am very “jahat” a long time ago. Hahaha…

As many people said..Life goes on. My life never stop there. My past never come back to me and haunt me anymore. I left it behind as I never want to turn back to my past life. Its horrible and scary and I have always regret for what I have done before as I have disappointed everyone of my family. Huhhh… I never want to remember that. It makes me want to hit my own head and let it bleed… I am proud to have my family here…. They are very positive about me and they are very patient with all my doings…All my sins…All that I have done before… Thank you….

Few years after that… I change to be a better person. Much better than what people predict it. Whats make my family more happy.. I never come back to my past again… I don’t even glance at it…. Yokatta….

To my family..Thank you for always been there for me and always encourage me to go on with my life and never let me giving up with this life. Thank you….

12 Nov 2008

Too many event happen on this days… Some are too funny..Some are dangerous and frightening that I couldn’t just forget. The others are miscellaneous( Hehehe… Sure mixed up).

Lets start from the morning first…I have a chat with Mary and Mia. (Actually I don’t really fancy chatting early in the morning, since usually I have many work to do in the morning).

Mary always come to me and talk to me almost about everything. I love her like she’s part of me and my family. That morning she chat with me about a girl named HK (Not The Real Name). I understand how Mary feels as I also feels the same too sometimes. I am trying to make Mary not to feel too disappointed with HK.

On the other half of it, I also have a chat with Mia. Mia told me about Nico’s conditions. I am a bit worried about Nico actually even though she doesn’t know that I am worried. Hehehe… U know Mia…I really hate when someones peeked and busybody into my private life…my private secret. That’s why when u tell me about it… I am so pissed off and bad mood. I hate it very much. This things happen to me before. At that time, I was working and I leave that person, Shu… at my room. And you know what.. As I was working at that time… Shu was also working in my room by reading all my diary…FUCK that Shu…. After that I didn’t contact with Shu anymore and in the end, I broke up with Shu.

Noon….I am taking my half-day work since my parents and I already planned to go to KK by 2:00 pm. When I reach home….My father told me that going to KK….. CANCELED. My father always do that in the last minute. Huh…. (Nasib baik belum packing barang…)

Evening…The unplanned schedule…We are suppose to go to KK…Instead we are going to Belait with uncle Hj. M. (Uncle…U still the coolest!!!!). Oh My God…I thought I am gonna lose my life there instant. The way he drive is like….Woooooo…. I dunno how to describe it. Its frightening me and we almost got accident for more than 10 times…(Glad I am still alive…). In the end…we found the place that we search for few hours…(pusing2 KB). And Guess what…. The person…went to Kuching. What the F***!!! After this hours…That person went to Kuching!!!! Ahhhh well…

Then…We accompany uncle Hj.M. to take his car…after we went home around 10.30 pm. Its very tiring yet…many things happen and things aren’t what I suppose to plan…Hehe…

P.s : Uncle hj.M….I hope u can go back to your old self…Bless you…

Adopted Baby…

After a few days I lost my baby….One of my friend called me( she called me on 04.10.2008) to tell me that someone want to give me a baby to adopt…I am so excited… I was like… “Yahoooo…..Baby…Baby….” My friend said the baby is still 7 months old…So, I have time to save up a bit of money for the coming baby…

And then…jeng jeng jeng….few days after that….(i think 14.10.2008), my friend called me, asking for my help since she’s at miri at that time. She told me that girl is going to give birth…What the F***!!!! I am the one who is panicking here….Oh Shit…

I send her to the hospital and while I wait for her..I went to hua ho to buy some of the baby’s stuff….I am ssooooooo excited…. And the baby is born. Its a girl. Her name is Siti Adriana… Nice name huh…

Ct Adriana..Cute Eyh...

Later at night..The doctor call me to talk something with me. The doctor said the baby was gone. They try to save the baby as much as possible. :’( The baby have no oxygen in her body that makes her more weak. :’(

The next morning…Me, abg and my friend went to the mosque and ask someone to help us on burial… :’(

Its been a sad week to me. I feel like I lost two of my baby in one time. It hurts me a lot. I feel like its too much for me to handle. Luckily, I have a nice and cool husband who always there for me. And my family, who always support me.

Thank you to my family, my husband, my two friend and that girl. Thank you for giving me hope and strength to live on. Lov u all… Mwahhhzzz…

Ct Adriana