GirlFriends Outing…

Morning, I went to the office to finish a bit of my work. (Well…Actually I done none…). Then, around 10 am, I text Bamz and Nani up to go out and eat lunch with me.

I pick Bamz up at her home at flat and then Nani at bank. We went to de’Fountain (Mahal kali ah…Unreasonable), drink coffee latte (as usual…) and talk a bit. After that, we went to eat at Big Papa’s restaurant and eat nasi ayam.

We talk about many things and kami yg paling bising di restaurant atu dan arah de’fountain atu kami jua yg paling bising. Huhu…

After that..I send Nani back to the bank and Bamz to her flat. Then, I went home and have a rest.

Evening…as usual…I go urut2 thing-ing for my pantang2 and everything. Haha… I forgot that I am still under pantang anyway…Hahaha…

Baby Killer!!!!!!!!!!

This story is about my stupid friend, Leen who got miscarriage lately.

Well….She doesn’t really got miscarriage on its own…Its her…ALL HER!!!!! She’s been eating a pills that might endanger the baby…And she succeeds..

HOW COULD SHE DO THAT!!!??? HOW COULD SHE???

I am sorry…I am not trying to “menyibuk” people’s affair. But, let me tell u this…I am very sensitive when it comes about the baby… I hate to hear someone’s trying to kill the baby and all that stuff…

What I hear again…She got internal bleeding…(Antam kau leen!!!!!!!!!!Antam tah kau!!!!)

This is her second baby that she KILLED!!!! What is in her head??? Doesn’t she have any sense at all??? Huhhh….

From now on…I don’t want to know anything about her anymore…BABY KILLER!!! Huhhh….

This is the sad things. I am the one who wants a baby…yet, God still wants me to be patient and always pray for him. Yet..This Leen been given a baby in her belly…She doesn’t want it and killed it…. Huhhh….

I want baby very much…very very much….

Life Goes On…

It’s been a week since I lost my baby… I have to go on. Time will not awaits me. I need to catch up with my life right now.

Last night, my husband gone back to his workplace. I am gonna be left alone AGAIN. I cry and I cry whenever I remember my baby.

I hate being left alone here. When I am alone, it just keep getting into my head. My baby. My baby. And I will start crying again.

Oh God…please give me a strength to face all this. Amin….